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In Her Shoes


I take showers,
three at a time.
To wash away my thoughts.

It works well,
but there isn’t always a shower,
my new remedy.

There is always a new remedy.
A quick fix, some good thoughts.
But never a cure.

Seeing the world as black and white,
everyone white.
Me black.

What a self-centered view point.
To be the only unhappy person,
that’s not fair.

Is that what people think?
That I’m selfish.
I know it is.

I try to tell myself I don’t care.
But I do.
Why are people so cruel?

I don’t bother you,
so why am I your focal point,
for all things evil.

I’m so held back,
it’s hard.
Why can’t I do anything.

I can’t take,
my lack of supervision,
always wanting to take advantage.

But there is always that fear,
that someone will see.
Hate me for being selfish.

The Truman show.
That’s how I feel,
everyone watching...

But no one helping.

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